and i’m aware that i do them myself.
and I’m aware that i shouldn’t care so much.
but at a certain point, awareness doesn’t do anything.
I mean, i don’t act on these awarenesses
someone may annoy me, but i don’t try and change them
i don’t try and shame them for it
i just sit. and cringe a bit on the inside.
i don’t love that about myself.
i wish i cared less what other people did
i wish i was more happy go lucky
i wish i was more humble
but right now i’m not
would you ask me to be someone i’m not?
would you ask me to be someone else?
is that an option?