Friday, January 8, 2016

Slutty Notes from an Angry Little Boy

i’m too aware of the things i don’t like
and i’m aware that i do them myself.
and I’m aware that i shouldn’t care so much.
but at a certain point, awareness doesn’t do anything.

I mean, i don’t act on these awarenesses
someone may annoy me, but i don’t try and change them
i don’t try and shame them for it
i just sit.  and cringe a bit on the inside. 

i don’t love that about myself. 
i wish i cared less what other people did
i wish i was more happy go lucky
i wish i was more humble

but right now i’m not
would you ask me to be someone i’m not?
would you ask me to be someone else?
is that an option?

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